Mama booked a plane in Zest Air 'coz t'was almost a last minute decision.
And I say, that plane ride was scary. :[For the last six days, I was away. Went to Catanduanes (Bicol region) for a vacation and to visit some relatives as well. It was fun and nostalgic. It has been 4 years when I last stepped foot to my parents hometown. I was in high school then-- I was young and carefree. Most of my "summer memories" were there. Ka-negrahan moments, endless outings, white to brown sand beaches, family gatherings, fiestas (is loved most), and some love story- kuno: 'Ya know-- Manilenya gurl meets Boy Probinsyano thing? Haha! And I reiterate, I was young back then. :p I've been secretly wanting to see that guy. Well, just to laugh away some of those summer and young memories we had (as if, we had memories?) Hah. I can't help but laugh as I remember those things I did and felt before. Yuckers. Hahah! :p Bata pa nga kase ako nuon. Sorry naman. Plis. :))
So yeah, I had fun but I've been bored too. Why? My cousin's weren't there, no intuhrneetz connection, and cell phone signal is crap. I needed to go outside lola's house to be able to call or at least have a good reception. But I know I needed that change of pace, to think things out (uhuh, heart problems). I needed that change of environment and needed that "peace" for a while. I tried to enjoy my "away days" there and of course, I didn't fail.
We went to this island and swam away. And yeah, I got myself sun burned, baby. Haha. Ouch. :[ It was fun fun fun, nevertheless. (:
Such a beauty, right? Beaches are one of my sinful pleaseures. I know I deserved this (:The 6-day change of pace and finding peace isn't enough. 'Coz I enjoyed it much that I forgot to "think things out". I'm still confused. Haven't I mentioned that teh ex-bf wanted me back? There. Hahhhhhh. Blah blah blah.
PS:
That Boy Probinsyano is now an army based in Basilan. Haha. Lol. Never have I imagined that he'll be a part of the army. :p
Oh, before I end this post, lem'me just say:
Hello 'BER' months.It was nice of you to give me some sunBERn! (korni. tae) Haha! Merry Christmas, y'all!:D
Labels: Going Places, Just Making Kwentoks, Sinful Pleasures
Thursday, July 30, 2009
♥ Yes. Sometimes, Happiness Is Fugacious ♥
Posted by Lurinaaa
I've scratched that first sentence from my last post. I was too happy that I thought that bliss will be for a long time. For a moment I thought it is, not until last night. An inuman session was held somewhere in North Fairview to celebrate success for passing the NLE. It was a fun, fun, night.
Toxify myself with substances (alcohol and nicotine) + ( videoke + laughter + stupid jokes + bitching around) / with SOME friends I missed the most = Sinful Pleasures (you see, Math is easy) :p
Mit, Jan, Nic, Jep (idol!), me, Cam, Patch
Yes, I did say t'was fun. But in between those laughter and videoke fights and other stupid things we've done, there'll be a point that I felt someone's missing. Well, we (me and friends) all felt the same. Actually, a lot of people are missing in action (those closest friends who didn't passed the NLE). I wish those friends were there. Partying with us like a rockstar. Sharing the
happiness happyness that we/I feel for the success that we could've been all part of. I just realized that sometimes, happiness is fugacious.
It's sad having 'that kind of feeling'. Like something's missing though everything is near perfect. I was so sad that I almost cried upon seeing one of my friends last night. I was so proud that she still managed to go there even if she's one of those who didn't passed. I apologized to her for not having the courage to even text/message her anything 'coz I don't even know what to say or if there's anything I need to say. I was glad at the same time that I had the chance to hug her so tight that by not even saying anything she already knew what I always wanted to say. That she needed to be strong for things will eventually be okay. Not now. But it soon will.
To my fellow batchmates who didn't make it, I know I'm not in the place to say that 'I know what/how you feel'. And I don't need to say that 'it's okay' 'coz I know it's not. You just need to be strong. God has His ways. It may not be your time. If you know that you deserve to grab that license and if you know that you could help people with your caring hands, make it happen. Do your best and be brave to take another shot. Just believe in Him 'coz He'll never leave you. Faith has its ways of making things happen the way you wanted it to be. And remember, failure is never an option.
Off topic:
And there it was. The saddest song I've ever heard.
"Before I let you go I want to say I love you."
Edit: Image was added hours after.Labels: Leaps of Faith, Sinful Pleasures
Mama booked a plane in Zest Air 'coz t'was almost a last minute decision.
Such a beauty, right? Beaches are one of my sinful pleaseures. I know I deserved this (:
Mit, Jan, Nic, Jep (idol!), me, Cam, Patch