Yes, I am. Frustrated over boredom and inability to find work. Hell, I've been finding work since last week. Went to two big call center companies, sent e-mails to different employers, applied to different jobs which was not even related to my course, been waiting for replies and calls, and yet, I'm still jobless. You see, I'm not used with 'this' kind of environment. Things were easy for me 'coz I always have had my parents to support me. Now, I realized that the world is sooooo cruel. It's really effin' hard to find work especially if the degree you took requires you to pass a certain licensure exam and it'll be a long and toxicating process before you'll have it in your hands. All I want now is to be a Registered Nurse. But, it'll be a 2-moth-agony for me to know if I passed or failed that exam. The hard part is, I am bored. Period. I'm not used to slacking and wasting time over senseless things (I think I have my own definition of senseless) and now, I just have to deal with it. At this time, certain companies really dowanna employ fresh graduate nurses for the reason that these freshies are just waiting for the Board Exam result and will leave the company eventually. Thus, causing the company to lose large amounts of investment blah, blah, blah. It's hard to be stereotyped, really. If these companies only knew that all I wanna do is to work my ass out for some ka-chings, save it, and work again. And after working hard and earning enough money, I want want want to go to Med School. Hmm.. My dream. Then again, stereotyping is contagious and all I need to do is deal with it.

But the present events won't stop me from anything. I'd still do my best to find work and then we'll see where I'll end up. I wont let these frustrating things to stop or even hinder me from doing what I want and what I need. I'll surpass this I know.


On another note, some beaching in Puerto will happen this weekend. A birthday celeb for Nicole and a post graduation party after a long while of overexposure from stress and toxic environment. I'm thinking twice if I'll go with them for the reasons that I've got no moneyhh and I have an over-protective papz. So now, to beach or not to beach?